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Roxy (Live)

from The NeverEnder Sessions by NeverEnder

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The highlight of these sessions and perhaps the one truly good thing that came about from the NeverEnder experience was the song "Roxy", about a trip to a strip club on my 25th birthday. Still reeling over one of the most devastating heartbreaks of my life, I found a strange and unsettling solace while receiving a lap dance from a stripper calling herself "Roxy". This song reflects the utter self-loathing over losing myself in this momentary, fantasy embrace with a sex worker, something I'm not exactly proud of and honestly hope to never experience ever again.

lyrics

This is the lowest thing I have ever felt
And I almost didn't feel this at all
She took the stage as the lights turned low
I never thought I'd hear Nine Inch Nails on the Stereo

This was everything that I've been needing
I found a new addiction today

She has piercings that glow in black light
She has a tattoo of "Daddy's Girl" written on her back
She turns me on as she purrs behind my ear
I think she said her name was "Roxy"...

This is everything that I ever wanted
At least until the next girl comes along...
A temporary...
Momentary...
Lover!

Of course this is a lie
The truth hurts too much too hide
So push on me, baby
Help me to forget...

I knew this was the drug I needed
Addiction to the touch, I fiended
I was recently betrayed by my heart
So I'll use you, baby, until I'm well again...

Of course this is a lie
The truth hurts too much too hide
So push on me, baby
Help me to forget her...

Push on me... push on me... push on me...

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from The NeverEnder Sessions, released July 5, 2009
Lyrics by Michael Johns
Music by Chris Clower, Nathan Ley and Mark Hilliard

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SaviorSelf.07.05.98 Canton, Ohio

SaviorSelf.07.05.98 is the musical journal of MAV_SKY-1.exe (Maverick Skywalker-1), an artificial lifeform granted sentience & emotion by contracting the SaviorSelf.07.05.98 virus. The story about a Machine with a Soul as it learns to cope with its newfound "humanity", existing as an anomaly between the machine & human worlds.

Created & Produced by Michael Johns on a home computer, 2007-2012.
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